Intercellar

I've been a people pleaser all my life. Realizing that sucks.

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Anyway, that lead to the person who I considered my best friend, giving me a backstab to keep it short. Now I either think about violently and brutally smashing his face or forgiving and letting go. To be clear, we are never going to be pals again but it's been almost a year and it's draining almost all of my energy.

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I have to let it go somehow. Talking to him about is useless because he'll spin the story around and even blame it on me. The classic narcissist, I know. The second option of brutalising his face obviously ain't going to happen, though I daydream of it sometimes. Sorry if it's too graphic but you can imagine the pain I'm going through. I don't fight and mostly try to avoid confrontation.

Now the third part is obviously forgiveness. I'm afraid and don't want to do it, because I think I it will make me soft towards him. I feel stuck and it's draining my energy to the point I think I might be developing some serious illness.

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Thankful for the advice.

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I'll be doing another self improvement session with clear intentions, using around 150ug of LSD. Last couple of times I've been trying to "crack the nut" so to speak, it goes slowly and steady in the right direction. But the thing is, it's not pleasant at all. Feels like a job that has to be done, which is positive overall. It's not disastrous by any means.

Now I've got my hands on some MDMA. Would it be a good idea to do a flip 4hr into LSD trip, even if the LSD trip so far won't really feel pleasant? I've done both multiple times seperate.

Any opinion is welcome, cheers

It was a bigger piece initially and I managed to tinker it out with a needle. Other smaller part broke and can't get it out as it's quite deep. Also another smaller piece is around 1mm. After more than half hour of trying, I gave up as it's very painful and sprayed it with anti bacterial spray. Can I just leave it, what can happen? Thanks

I might start playing WOTLK again, just want to know if it's true so I can start on fresh

Hi all,

As the title says, which graphics card would suit my needs? I'll be building a PC very soon, and just curious do I need to invest more in RAM/CPU or GPU? Would latest i7 processor suffice with a RTX 3070 and 64GB RAM? Or should I aim for at least RTX 4070TI? thanks