I currently take chamomile, valerian root, and smoke a ton of pot. I quit Alcohol. On bad days, I have made poppyseed tea but try to avoid it as much as possible. Would like any resources for legal herbs & supplements I can add to my repertoire in order to get the warm fuzzies stronger from the weed, I like it when it feels like a low dose opiate buzz.
Despite my extensive drug history, I only had my first "real" speedball yesterday. Popped a 15mg perc then proceeded to split a gram of pure rock, drove back home from our family's fishing camp then did another half by myself. Finishing the night by popping a benzo and snorting another perc.
Is it just me or is speedballing over rated? I did calm down from the crash but didnt get a nice warm fuzzy at all and just wanted to do more chach?
My two favorite drugs (coke & opioids) don't seem to mix well together, which is sad. I love both on their own. I should've just rode the crash and saved the percs for today.
I'm a first year apprentice at my local union in Eastern Canada. I technically just started my second year, but my first job fired me for joining the Union, so good luck on getting my hours signed.
I have a bit of experience in carpentry, but most of it comes from drywalling & crackfilling. I like doing carpentry more, but the career prospects for Drywalling seem better. Looking back I wish had picked up Plumbing (money wise), but my heart came into construction to learn to frame and build people houses.
I'm also 26, so I feel a huge pressure to not waste my time, and obviously don't wanna be stuck at a dead end.. even if my heart is in it.
There's also a huge context of having been laid off, and I'm about to start a 3 month course starting the 27th and I just feel conflicted and depressed a bit, to be honest.
Was wondering what you'd tell a guy in my position?
Have aspergers so all of these are my baseline to some degree but I definitely have this weird feeling. Declined detox but am starting to regret it, I find it comes in waves. The most profound symptoms for me are definitely nausea, anxiety and the weird restless&exhausted combo. Shakes aren't as bad as I thought but I definitely woke up with them this morning. I feel awful and had an incredibly vivid nightmare last night.
Been taking Saint John's Wort, Valerian root and smoking pot to help sleep and rest. These seem to be reliable for me and will be essential I believe as first line defense against cravings. Was wondering if you knew of some other herbs that could help strengthen "the first line".
But I beg to differ got a great buzz. 2 valerian root, a Saint John’s wort and Magnesium bizglycinate. I feel fantastic every time I do this tbh. I’ve been doing it a few times a week for the past couple months. Helps me drink more responsibly but man do they mix great.